Berangan lagi..

Hai...Assalamualaikum..

Sejak dua menjak ni asyik terfikir nk berbisnes je...
maybe sbb dh nk khwin ni asyik fkr nk tmbh pendapatan...
for a better living life...huhu

What really cross my mind now is to sell what i love to make...
seriously kalau ade modal teringin sgt nk menjahit....
tp i never learn how to sew....rugi tk belajar dkt mak....
ermm,..kalau pandai baju khwn pon boleh buat sendri...
ohhh mcm2 la terign nk DIY untuk wedding ni...
mana boleh cut off nk je cut off semua..

maybe i should start to have accessories untuk mejahit ni...
how to start?? seriously dont have effort and support...
geram sgt bila tgk org jual baju cantik2 tp tk boleh nak beli lagi...
kan bagus kalau boleh buat sendiri.....huhu...

tgn dh gatal nk start2 jht...tp tkde modal and moral support T_T
my inspired design:

kalau pandai kan, dah lama aku jahit baju kahwin sendri.....huhu

NEXT!
I feel like want to cook all the time!!!!!!
inspired by this story

ermmmm....people who love to cook should watch this movie...
kalau la tk payah keje, aku dok rumah masak je...
hari2 nk masak benda baru..pastu nk buat buku...nice kannn...
mesti laki aku gemok nnti..hehehe...(die la bahan experiment nnti :p

ohhh seriously im a dreamer....nk bukak restaurant pon ade....
Obviously i love food so much!
i appreciate food very much...
sedih kadang2 lalu tepi kedai mahal2 tp tak boleh nak masukk
"macam mana nak masuk kalau stp kali lalu je tgk makanan asyik fkr "aku pon boleh buat"
berlagak kan :p

anyway....i really hope i can make somthing that i love...and let people to have it...
Allah know what the best....maybe He gives you what you really need not what you really want..
Subhanallah :')

2013!!!

29/01/2013

Assalamualaikum..
ohh it's 2013..is it?
Cepat masa berlalu...and i will be 24 this years...
still so youg babe :)
seriously tkde masa nk update blog...
plan everyday to make a day...
i just hope something new will happen this year...
some dreams can be catch...
2013 please be good...
walau impian ku tinggi tak setanding ape yg aku ade...aku taw Allah akan selalu disamping ku....
Permudahkanla urusanku untuk tahun ini dan tahun2 akan datang....
Kau sahaja yang tahu ape yg aku rancang....
One word "there must be something"
Then you will know that nothing impossible....

Go for it Farah!!! you know what you want!

IMAMKU....

C I N T A K U

Cintakan ku Kerana Allah...
Alihkan rindumu pada Rasulullah..
Maka kau akan merasa setiap nikmat cintaku...
Dan akan sampai setiap doa ku kepadamu..

...i'm a big shit in your thought...

-crying-

"...."

Please stop asking me about it....
Its hurt when they asked me...
Its hurt when i need to tell you...
Its hurt to be in the middle...
Its hurt to pretend like nothing happened...
Its hurt to lie that its ok...
Tired of waiting...
Bye....

Tomorrow

Assalamualaikum.

When you look through the window, imagine there is no more tomorrow..how many sins have you made. Do you think Allah will forgive us in one night? I know “Allah itu Maha Pengampun”. But I myself don’t know how sincere I am when I performed my repent prayer. How much price the tears that come through my eyes. Sometimes I realize that I would make the same mistake again.

Sometimes I look into myself. Yes, cover my awrah is easy. But to cover them completely is so not easy.. even the simplest thing also I can’t change it, how I want to change my whole life. When I go through all my clothes I fell like to burn them all. But then when I look any beautiful women wearing stylish cloth I struggle with my own desire. Oh Allah, put me in the right path. Strengthen my iman… I heard story that a women that doesn’t cover her leg with socks and her hand, she got burned on her leg and hand for her “grave punishment”. I keep haunted with that moment. I don’t want my grave full with fire.. full with snakes…I don’t want to die without saying syahadah. I scared driving cars. That’s the fact. I pronounce shahadah whenever I went into the car. Let me die in other way not in accident..please Allah =( I heard story of your tongue will freeze during your sakaratulmaut if you ignore azan.. that’s what we always did right…so much sins =(

“dosa-dosa ku bagaikan pepasir di pantai” that’s hurt me =( let me die as a great muslimah a solehah daughter for ayah & emak a good sibling a great friends a best companions. Last dream…give me chance to be a great wife. Because a good wife is easily to enter your Jannah…then you can take me away…..huhuhu…