.......

i know...

when he is silent...something wrong is going on..

i hate that i have to force myself to be happy with my friends tomorrow..

when my other friends are facing pains...

even they are still not my close friends yet,

but when it involve life, my worried come to level 5!!!

dear friends..please take care of yourself...

Ya Allah...let them recover as soon as possible..

so that,they are able to seat for exam..

so that they will laugh again as they always be..

p/s: to all my 'sisters' here...semoga cepat pulih...

(@_@)

people said...

once someone give u a heart..

be prepare that u are going to lose it..

in any way...

someone u love might leaving u...

i never leave someone i love..

because in my own word, 'leaving' is harsh....

in other words..

i'm afraid to endure of losing people...

to all my beloved families, friends, and my dear one...

please don't leave me...

let me leave this world before u do...

(all these words suddenly come across my mind)----> suke2 (^_^)

p/s: please take care of yourself...

Miss Doctor

Alhamdulillah..

finally....

Othman's family 'produce' a doctor..

after 5 and half years...she made it!

big CONGRATULATIONS to my dearie sister NURSYAFIA!!!

opss...afterwards we might call her Dr. Syafia...

tak sia2 ayah kasi akak nama tu...syafia=penawar..

u always be 'penawar' ayah..

i wish i could be the same...

today u make ayah n mak the most happiest person in the world..

im waiting for my turn..

coz i always make them the most regret person in the world...

and i always feel i am the black sheep of the family..

and always..u the one who always heard me cried...

i dont want to cry anymore...i want to be like u..

u are the gold sheep of our family..

u inspire me a lot..

i really hope i can contribute something to our family..

abang2 always proud of you..

but they always condemn me..

but no one heard me cry......

if u here..i feel like i want to hug u..

i miss my sissy...

i hope u going back safely..

take care and enjoy your day..

kali ni nanges trus bace buku!

tk tido!

hahah...

tq sis make them smile...

JIwA KaCau

jiwa saye kacau..

mcm2 jadi mlm ni...

knp soalan itu yg timbul,

bila aku dah cube sdaya upaya rahsiakan dari ayah?..

knp pada masa yg sama perkara itu juga berlaku?..

knp esok jgk kene htr asgmnt?..

sila jgn nanges...

sila fikir positive..

Mak kate ape td farah???..

yg pntg FOCUS!!

i Miss The Girls

1. kakak saya

2. ika, adik saya

3. su, adik saya

what happened when all the girls at home??

kami suke buat bising kt bilik sambil ttp pintu..

kami suke tido siang same2...

kami suke buat kelakar same2..

kami tgk movie sama2..

study sama..*aku tak* haha..

aku suke make over diorg..

kami suke "pau" kakak kami..

sbb die 'kaya'...hihi...

kami suke bkk saloon..tp aku la barber mereka..

kami suke berebut bilik air...

kami suke lepak dgn mak dlm bilik aircond mak..

kami suke senyap bila depan ayah...*pengecut*

kami suke bising depan mak..*bias*

kami suke jadi patient utk kakak..

berebut internet same2..

aku dgn kakak masak..adik2 malas..

kami pon membebel kt diorg...

mereka juge sukee semakkan bilik aku..ciss

kakak saya agk senyap. kdg2 kuat merajuk...

tp bila die bt lawak, gelak sampai tk ckp perot...

ika kuat tido..

ayah kata ika blk ke tak same je..

eleh..padahal ayah suke die ade..

tp kalau tkde die tkde sape nk gelak kt lawak kitorg..

su garang..

suke merajuk jugak...

die suke kacau kitorg tido siang..

die cengeng...

makan bnyk..kalah aku...

opss mmg yg lain mkn bnyk dr aku...tp aku plg besar jg..haishhh..

aku? aku garang kadang2 je..

aku merajuk tk sampai 5 minit...

aku suke bt lawak kot..

aku rajin jugee...

tp aku tk pandai mcm kakak dan adik2 aku...

itu hakikat yg agak sedih yee...

tp rezeki Allah lain2 kan...

kakak approaching 24 next year..

ade lagi ke masa utk kita buat bising kt bilik mcm selalu?....

kakak mesti jarang balik nnti...

ika is going to India.. *inshaAllah*

lagila sunyi...setahun sekali tah balik tak.....

su je ade...

ak tk suke sunyi...tolong jgn bagi saya sunyi oke...

aku plk ape nk jadi thn depan ekk..

semoga Allah permudah kan urusan ku...

saya rindu sgt kat kalian....

sila balik dgn selamat...

tunggu saya di rumah...

"i wont go home without you"

Delightful Day!!!

saya sukee..saya senyum jee...saya gembira...

ohhhhh...i cant stop smiling....

terima kasih kat diee sbb sudi bawa saya jalan2....

sudi bersusah payah carikan kereta...

ssh payah fikir nk bawa saya pg mana...

ssh payah bawa kete...

ssh payah jugee layan saya...hehe

terima kaseh jgk sbb

sukee gemokkan saya..

sukee buat saya senyum..

sukee buat saya malu2 kucing...

sukee bt saya sukee..=p

saya gembire..

bila awk usik sayee...

bila awak try 'marah' sayee..

bila awk kuat makan...

bila awk senyum kat sayee...

saya tak gembira..

bila kite kene balik....

bila awk tegur pimple saya...(caitt)

bila saya kene ckp bye kat awk..

saya mintak maaf...

sebab saya pon tak tau nk pg mana..sini bkn tmpt saya..

sebab kadang2 saya senyap tak tau nk ckp ape..

kalau saya buat awk tak happy..

sebab sayee tak cantik....(emo plk.hihi)

kesimpulannye saya happy!! asalkan dgn awak..

haha..jgn angau cik farah..heeee

minggu ni nk siapkan assignment..

kak dida pulak balik rumah lagi...hishhh..

pak mok kahwin...selamat pengantin baru pak mok...

p/s: no postscripts for today.. =p

You & Me

biar cinta itu datang...tak perlu di cari..

tp jika tak dicari pastikah anda cinta itu akan datang..

mungkin aku nmpk tak ckp matured..

tp ade sesetengah hal kita harus paksa jadi matang..

2 years im searching for my weakness..

and i try to gain strength..

i just need a simple and normal relationship.

thats dont need you to be not yourself

relationship that can give you inspiration..

that dont give you stressful...

that can make your day delightful..

that can make us smile

relationship that dont create any anger..

that dont create any jealousy.

only blissful relationship come along the way...

i may not be with u all the time..

i cant give u my arm when u sad...

i cant give my hands for you to hold..

im not yours yet..

i only can lend u my ears to hear

my eyes for u to see deep inside

my heart for u to care...

my dream for u to catch..

p/s: im learning you :)

U SMILE, I SMILE

You smile I smile

Cause whenever

You smile I smile

by: Justin Bibiaq :D

the song is start playing in my head today..

tp part tu je yg aku tau..heee..

coz i dont really like Justin Bibiaq..

saya suka tgk awak...

without any reason...

kalau awk tnye kenapa..saya pon tak tau nk jawab ape..

then dont ask..

cz when you ask i can only answer u by my smile...

sorry sbb saya cuma pandai senyum..

EMO

2 weeks left for class..

n i still gt an asgmnt to b submit+fyp..

another 3 weeks for final..

im sure im going to b friggin bz cz

TAK COVER PAPE LAGI!!!!

dis time should get above 3!

that sound weird bt nthg impossible is it?

try to avoid to see him frust

and me from cry again..

these 2 days should finish my asgnment

no excused! dh deactivated fb kan?

gosh! i was hardly trying to not log in to it..

but i dont think im strong enough..

im sad ok!!!! :(

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this week is going to b my emos week..

urgghh...the moon is coming...

layanzz jela...

M.N.F!!! cz of u i need to stay away from fb!

u'r the most 'lambat' person..blh plk tnye knp kt aku...

mcm s***!!!

at a time i just got the strength to told u everythng..

i need explanation..then u ask 4 my explanation...what the heck!

yes!!! my status is for u!! and oso for other guys...who likes to break my heart..

hello!!! its fragile ok!

please handle with care...

if not, dont even bother and care for it anymore..

just shut up n care for ur own business!

i am a frank person usually...

but now i should keep silent bcz if im being too frank

it change nthing lor....

im sick of all INSINCERE!!!!

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nurfarhana please behave yourself..

all above words and curse is not myself ok...

haiya....itu influence dr blog someone la ni...

but sometimes its kind of relief..

let it all out in our blog...

cuz im not kind of hot tempered person..

and if i am...i never show...

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hurmmmm...now i suppose to back to my econ project...

i need fully concentration...

avoid any undesired feeling...

tbe2 plk terigt ink habes...

cartridge baru dh le mahal siot...

abang, angah...nk duit....in your dream la frh...

u nvr get strength to ask them for money!

again...my duet raya :'(

ok enough2!! farah, gi blaja...

kejayaan memerlukan pengorbanan

jgn fkr benda lain...

p/s: saya pon syg awk jugeeee..im so glad to have u here..hak3..gatal :D

SeCrEtS

I need another story

Something to get off my chest

My life gets kinda boring

Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said

Come by it honestly I swear

Thought you saw me wink, no

I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far

It's like we're chasing all those stars

Driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news

All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises

Just write it into an album

Sending it straight to gold

I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame

Got no family I can blame

Just don't let me disappear

I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear

Something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie

Don't care if critics ever jump in line

I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away, all my secrets away

HoPeS & DrEaMs

i cant sleep..

i eat a lot tonight..

senang je nk bg aku tk tido...sumbat je anything in my stomach..

after dinner,then fb,then solat, movie and fb again..

fb is kind of boring lately..

but u still keep log in to it..

dh jadi habit...kt semua org..bkn aku je..

Dreams....

everyone have their own dreams..

past, present and future..

i used to dream to be a pilot..pcy x? hihi

tp family tk pnh tau...lgpon takkan pnye...saya kan rabun..

itu impian main2 aku...sbb aku teringin sgt nk naik kapal terbang..

pergi negara org...

ok..ignore the pilot...

dr kecik i dream to be an educator..

nk jdi pensyarah..kalau tk dpt nk jd cikgu...

but everything change...tk berminat lg nk jd ckgu...

sejak masuk matix.. sejak aku belajar geology..

pastu masuk USM...tp skrg saya ade cita2 lain...

tp tak sure ape..asalkan related to my study...

economist + mathematician = ????

what most importnt, study sampai hbs...get ur degree...find a good and permanent job then you can be promoted.. thats what ayah,angah and abg always said...

but for real...deep in my heart aku still nk smbg belajar sampai phD..

kakak akn jadi doktor...ika pon bakal doktor..

aku pun nk doktor jgk..hmmm.....

tp again,...rezeki org lain2...

mgkn blm sampai masanya...

yg penting teruskan usaha...

kalau dh keje nak buat ape??

first and for most, mestilah mak dgn ayah..

aku nk bayar balik semua hutang2 aku...

pastu kt kakak...she's the best sister i ever had...

*mmg aku ade sorang kakak pon :p

then abg2...ayh slalu pesan..bila dh besar jgn lupa jasa abg2, kakak...

bkn diorg mintk bayar blk, tp jasa tu blh 'dibayar' dkt anak2 diorg...

dgn syg anak2 diorg mcm syg anak sendiri..

jgn sekali kali lupakan family...

then nk beli kete...

sng nak bawa adik2 saya jalan2..

ohh saya rindu adik2 saya yg 2 org tu...

walaupon agak 'evil' and annoying kadang2...hihi..

kete kecik sudah la...

dh ade kete...kumpul duit beli rumah...

aku konfius sket..pmpn kene beli rmh x? ;p

kumpul jela duit frh oi...

my dream house...(imaginasi yg agak tinggi)

jdi jgn berharap ia akan wujud di dlm kamus hidup Nurfarhana Othman...huahuaua

sape tk nk rumah besar...mestilah nak...saya kan nk anak 6..

senang anak2 saya nak lari2 main kejar..hahaha

ade laman yg luas...blh buat garden...

ade swimming pool...demand btl...

ade surau...ade biilik gym! ade studio jamming! (giler)..

dapur yg cantik!

yg penting luas, simple n kemas...

(kan saya dh kata impossible)

haissshhh...

impian seterusnya....

saya teringin yang teramat2 sgt nk pergi oversea yg ade 4 musim...

dulu tk sempat nk belajar rajin2..

slh 1 hobby...mengusha fb kwn2 yg study kt oversea...dgn wajahku yg agk pathetic!

huaaa..tkpela...inshaAllah..one day....

saya ske tgk gambar...tgkaplah gambar bnyk2...

cantik2..mesti saya terpukau tgk...

sbb tu saya nk pg oversea...nk tgkp gbr bnyk2..hehe

its 4.02 am already!

ngntok sdh...plus scary dgr kawan lin mengigau kt bilik ni...

sabarjela...dh la baru ps tgk cter hantu..

hmmmm...saya nk pergi bermimpi..

gudnite....

p/s: saya gembira sbb dh delete 'si lambat' dari ym list saya

My Inspiration

semua org ade sumber inspirasi masing2 kan..

selain dari family member aku ade sorang lg yg aku 'lantik' menjadi pembakar semngat aku..

tibe2 hr ni aku teringat kat die..

setiap kali aku terigt mesti aku nanges...

1st aku jumpa die kt matrik..

farah rindu............

kan best kalau die ade kat sini....

knp la kitorg tak sama2...

kalau dri dulu kitorg sama2 aku tk stranded kt sini agaknye..

aku dh buat master kot...

ya Allah..tak baik ckp mcm tu...

bersyukurlah farah...

Nurain Halim...

nama diberi...

die sgt cntik..sgt pandai..

die tak gifted...tapi die sgt rajin..

time matrix diela org yg slalu buat aku jd rajin glerss

mlm2 kitorg stay up sama2..

berjaga sama2...

aku sifu math die

die sifu kimia aku..

(saya benci chemy)..

die agak senang jgk la family die..

die sorang je girl..jadi fhm2 la..

tp kak ain tk pernah menunjuk..

kak ain ske snym mcm frh...

farah rindu kak ain.....

i lost here kak ain....

im not the same person anymore...

ini lah die buah hati saya...chop2..yg pmpn tu je k...

hehe...laki tu buah hati die agaknye..(tingginye =p )

mklumlah kitorg lama gler tk smbg

jadi tk tau scandal2 terbru die..

hihi..aku curik gbr ni kt fb die...

cntik kan die...

diorg sgt sweet bersama....

oh no...aku sgt jeles kt sini.......

bf die buat master in accountancy...

same2 pandai....

jeles lg sekali....

lg 1 bf die photographer kot..

tgk fb penuh gbr cantek2!

rezeki masing2 Allah dah tentukan...

inshaAllah...farah doakan kak ain bahagia dgn pilihan hati die..

puas hati aku dapat nanges sambil type blog utk hr ni..

ceetttt..nanges lagi...

itula..sape suh sunyi sgt hr ni...

harapan hr ni...

lepas cter pasal kak ain i hope i can be like her...

aku nk buat master mcm tk mampu je lg...

last 2 sem...i hope i can raise up my pointer...

keje elok2...kumpul duit....

dh cukup...aku smbg la master....

jauhnye nk capai cita2.....

semoga Allah permudahkan urusanku....

Amin...

p/s: i suddenly feel lonely

Waste or Investment??

i was suddenly bought two new jeans!!!

1 pair=RM79

2 pair=RM130

????? for sure la aku beli 2!!

membazir tak???? TIDAK!

sebab

1: size aku susah nk cari...sbb err tk yah ckp la..hehe

yg ni tak payah nk alter2 lagi.

2:skrg susah nk cari seluar cutting besar2..semua cutting kecik2...

kaki aku pnjg kot..huduh pakai cmtu...

3:aku demand dgn jeans..haha...Giordano...ok la tu KOT

nk beli levi's tk mampu..=(

4:ok la tu sbb tgh sale...

ok..pasni aku dah tau dh nk beli jeans ktne..

tk yah pening2..

tp nk beli lg ke?? no way...

2 tahun aku tk beli jeans pasni!!

1 tahun 1 jeans...2 jeans 2 thn..huahuahua

to my sister: farah pakai duit raya..tak pakai duit ayah ok...saya tk membazir..hihi

seyes penat glers..i was like "tawaf" around Qbay xtau bape kali...

i was glad to have my cousin, kak dida with me here..

tak la patah kaki aku.thanks kak dida..

kak dida a very2 nice person i ever know..

but today she was so sad thinking of her friends..

which is one of them is my sis-in-law.

dont worry kak dida..i always here to lend my ears..and to give opinion..

bgs tak saya..hehe..perasan...

setiap manusia mesti akan buat kesilapan..

tapi kalau kawan kita buat salah sikit..takkan kita nk ambik hati lama2 kan..

cuba fkr kebaikan lebih drpd kesilapan yg kwn kita buat..

mesti yg baik itu lbh bnyk dr salah die skrg..

thats what a friend for..forgiveness..

sacrifice..

"Seorang sahabat adalah yang dapat mendengarkan lagu didalam hatimu dan akan menyanyikan kembali tatkala kau lupa akan bait-baitnya"

urgh!! letih sgt9999...

semalam dah la tido kul 4 pagi..

i need a nap right now...

zzzzzzzzzzzz

p/s: saya senyum lagi hari ni=)

say bye! to stress week for a while =)

im starving like hell...

nasib baik ade rumate yg sgt 'baik hati'..

pujuk2 saya suh beli burger...

saya tak nak...nnti saya gemok+plus malas nk siap..

tp apakan daya...burger mmg pandai menggoda...hihi

rumate saya siap pesan..'tk yah pakai bedak la k.frh'

dh mmg saya tk nk pakai pape pon...

mcm cter p.ramlee celuk jari lap mata...

then saya dh decide nk pakai ape je yg tercpai..

jeans besar yg longgar mcm nk telondeh..boju koyak2...dg hrapan tkde sape kenai saya...

jalan punye jalan....tetttt!!

urrggghhh!!!! knp la siDia ade kat khaleel...

muka saya dh la cam s***!

haha...blasah je la...buat mke cool je...heee

erkk...burger tk ckp 1...nk 2!

dh la frh...gmk nnti...tk jeles ke tgk mereka2 yg kaki kecik..

beli suar jeans senang...kamu plk pakai 1 jeans dh dekat 3 thn...

beli baru bnyk2 pon tk sedap mcm tu...

issshhh...bior la saya nk makan!!!!

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hari ni kitorg hantar jgk la draft yg tak berapa lengkap tu

seb baik Dr. tk marah..

heee..kitorg, ek bkn..aku sorang je yg buat muka kecian ckp kt Dr..

kitorg tk fhm sgt la DR..

dgn baik hatinya die bg thesis sape tah...suh rujuk..

setahu kitorg mane blh bawa kuar thesis2 tu..

baiknye supervisor saya..well...org kuale mmg cmtu..

poyo..tbe2 nk mgaku org kuale..

shikin terasa sbb Dr tk tgk muka die...tgk aku je..

aku plk tertekan sbb Dr tgk mke aku je..

ko cantek sgt kot shikin...semua Dr tk nk tgk ko..

hehe..kejam plk =p

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malam ni nak rest!

gnti semalam punye tido...

tadi aku bawa shikin kt tmpt port lepak aku...

tbe2 aku berjiwang...aku ckp kt die...

"shikin...aku sunyi la" bila fkr balik...gler ape aku ni??

dok bilik cam happy je...semalam masita siap mengadu..

"jeles la..farah gelak je happy je"..

nk buat mcm mana kawan2...itu je yg saya ade...

bg korang gembira...

im not rich to buy you guys things...

i just have this smile to cheer u up..

this shoulder for u to cry..

this ears for u to story..

p/s: saya syg semua kawan2 saya...

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just like a dream

Recently, this is my favorite song..its reminds me to someone..

guys, enjoy the song=)

~when i look at you~

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song,
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

hari ni hari yg sgt bosan...

pg kelas sorang2 sbb shikin sakit...

balik bilik lapar gila..

hampir 24 jam tk makan..

ohhh..tkde org nk teman..

lantak la...turun mkn sorang2..dok depan tv..telinga pakai headphone...

tk sedap langsung makan sorang..

tambah2 tgk muka 'pak lah'

saya sgt la tk blh tgk muka die since matriks..

meluat!! ekkk

nampaknye pasni kene pergi beli barang2 dapur..

masak sendiri blh jgk telan sorang2

lama gler rice cooker saya tak 'berasap'..ceceh..

poyo glersss...

saya mmg suka masak!!!

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again...i did something reckless...

lepas berjiwang bwh pokok saya merempit! hihi

dr guest house,lalu HBP then gatai p lalu traffic light...

bkn tk leh lalu jejantas ann...

saje...saya dh lama tk pergi stesen minyak ni....

nk pergi stesen minyak pon adventure jgk..(sbnrnye saya takut (T_T))

kasi hbs cepat minyak tu...

i ride as fast as i can (tkdela laju sgt)

tp tk normal dr biasa la...

puas hati saya...saya dh lama tk bawa laju2 sejak saya accident...

tp pasni saya tk nk dh bawa laju2...

Mr. Unique dh marah saya...tp saya suke die marah =p ~gatai sekejap~

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I ENVY HER

why should i have that feeling???

she did nothing..

and she doesnt know me at all..

but since i know your existence i keep thinking and worrying..

for what??

aku pon bangang tk btl...hishhh...forget about it!!!

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focus for tomorrow quiz!!

and fyp stuff yg tk habis2 ni...

lmbtnye nk tunggu pukul 1++

kueytiaw goreng mak cepat la sket sampai....

dgn harapan kak dida n abg didi selamat sampai penang....

saya lapar sgt ni!!!!

apasal la nafsu makan makin menjadi2...

oooo..nk sampai masa dah rupenye..hhihi...

mkn farah sblm masa itu dtg!!!

jom study!!

p/s: im missing someone...

Independent Women

independent woman sturdy and thoughtful at her peak nothing could cripple her or make her weak blessed with the beauty of an african queen knowledgeable and experienced on the past, future and present she has felt pain and lived through it to gain the independent woman understands and maintains remains worshipped and envied independent woman mysterious and respected unmistakable, untouched, and unbreakable the beginning to ever story told the secret to what life beholds ~but a woman was born to be with a man. nothing can against the nature law~

Teruskan Berlari

5.39pm

i need a running...

saya nak lari...kejap lagi saya lari...

nk lari dgn sape???

saya nak lari sorang2....

kalau blh nk lari pakai speck hitam...

biar org tak kenal saya...

saya nk berlari tk berhenti blh???

7.10pm

aku berlari ke td???

haha...dgn seluar jeans koyak2...sport shoes lagi..

pergh!!! jogging bendenye..

mcm nak pg main band pon ade...(impian/angan2)

tp nk wat cm ne...seluar track diadora aku koyak akbt accident itu hari

sampai hr ni tk beli2 baru...itula akibat org yg demand sgt...

aku demand dgn certain2 benda je ok..

seluar track,watch,wallet,handbag and shoes(terpaksa)..

yg lain2 pasar malam pon aku blasah...

aku park motor kt pej bendahari...then aku jalan pergi dkt batu besar USM tu...

ddk situ...tgk laut....tgk langit...tgk org main bola....ketenangan kutemui!!!

tgh2 syok2 layan...ade plk abg/budak ni suh aku tgkp gbor die plk nek basikal..

agaknye die nk tunjuk kt awek die kot...

sedikit kepoyoan kt situ..haha

sorry la abg/budak kalau aku tgkp tk lawa..hihihi...

ok...then smbg tgk org main bola,tgk langit,tgk burung helang kebanggaan USM..errkkk

ade la dlm 5 ekor aku kira...(takde keje lagi)

6.55pm aku jalan balik..sekarang gelap cepat..

tambah2 aku ni diakui oleh semua org seorg yg penakut gelap! huahuahua

ala..peluh tk keluar...esok kene park jauh skt la cmni...heee

esok pagi baru blh lari dgn seluar koyak..baru org tk nmpk...ngeee~~

dgn harapan aku bgn awal ler esok...

kesimpulannye aku berlari...

berlari meninggalkan stress..tgk langit...tgk laut..

aku bukan miserable... i just need a quality time for myself...

~the silent isnt so bad~

My Silent

when my silent come.....

i thinking of something...

i wondering of something...

i dreaming of something....

i confusing of something...

i am sad of something...

i envy for someone....

i cry in silent...

i hurt in silent...

i'm afraid in silent...

i'm begging in silent...

i angry in silent....

please stop me from being silent...

i hate my silent....

my silent is my enemy....

my enemy rarely come visit me...but, once it comes......

Blurr Terlampau!

at this moment...still....i cant finish my draft for fyp...

knp la blurr sgt ni...apasal tajuk ni macam susah ke..

lastly...aku nanges jgk utk sem ni...

sedeynye......knp ssh sangat nk faham ni...

semangat la farah....mane pergi semangat....

nmpaknye nanti kene jumpa juga Dr Rijal dgn muka kecian lagi blurr ni..

pastu aku nk g pinjam buku kat library..

tp mcm mane??

kesian ke bangang aku ni x pernah pnjm buku kt lib??

fkr sendiri la...huaaaa

Ya Allah...please bring back myself...

the last me....

dulu aku tak macam ni.... Astaghfirullahalazim...

permudahkan lah urusan aku...

jauhkan aku dari perkara2 maksiat dan perkara2 lagho...

dekat kan hati ku dgn Mu..

tambah kan amal ibadatku...

kenapala rasa macam ade benda tak settle lagi dlm jiwa ni....

ape benda yang aku terlupa???

ingatkan daku bila aku terlupa...

curahkan kasih dan sayang Mu kepadaku ya Allah...

farah wake up!!!!!

what u promised to Ayah...

fulfill them...ohhhh....aku tk nk dh tgk muka kecewa ayah

penat aku nk nanges kot....

tolong!!!!

balik la wahai diri sendiri...

BERUBAH!!!!!! jadi lebih baik...

inshaAllah....

doakan kejayaan saya......

Amin....

football :))))

i love to watch football...

really??? mmg pon...kt rumah, im the only girl yg tgk bola pon..

muka je cam ayu....hihi

hari ni aku tgk errrrr nama sape ekk aku nk bg...emm mr. unique

suke gler tgk die main...rambut die beralun-alun...

walaupon die cam serabut itu yg buat die unik...tettt!!

jgn angau...hahaha...

walaupon awk sakit...tp awk ttp COOL!!!

hee...

bnyk plk keje menanti...

tk blh la nk tls bnyk2...

c yaaa....

F.Y.P!

mcm biasa..as a final year student fyp is very synonym with us..

tp asal aku tkde smgt nk start...

empty...idea banyak nk tulis..but i dont know how to start my 1st line...

ya Allah..curahkan lah idea yg bertimbun2 utk aku..

esok nk kene hantar ni..

inshaAllah aku mampu!

PULANGKAN!!!!

kepada insan yg tertentu...

yg aku pernah bg hati aku...tolongla...

PULANGKAN!!!!!!!!!!

PULANGKAN HATI AKU!!!!

mcm mane aku nk bg hati aku kt org lain kalau awk tk bg balik ht saya...

ya Allah...berilah aku petunjuk...

berikan hati ku untuk org yg layak...

yg soleh...yg blh bimbing aku ke jalanMu..

yg blh mencintaiku seadanya...

yg tak pernah lupa kepada MU

ya Allah aku perlukan petunjuk!!!!