Beautiful Lesson

look at this picture carefully...-BEAUTIFUL LESSON-

p/s~do u have time to accompany me like this?~

The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23.
The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US .
Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication.
In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of chemo to end.

p/s~u still want me when i look like this???~

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care
of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that Katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well.
The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see their son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening to a song from her husband and friends

At the reception, katie had to take a few rests. The pain did not allow her to stand for long periods

p/s~will u love me until the end of my day?~ Katie died five days after her wedding day. Watching a woman so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think..... Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it lasts . We should stop making our lives complicated. Make the best out of it! Life is short Break the rules forgive quickly love truly laugh constantly And never stop smiling no matter how strange life is Life is not always the party we expected to be but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

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sakit perut tolong pg jauh2....

saya nak study....

tak sanggup lagi...

...(T_T)...

(@_@)

people said...

once someone give u a heart..

be prepare that u are going to lose it..

in any way...

someone u love might leaving u...

i never leave someone i love..

because in my own word, 'leaving' is harsh....

in other words..

i'm afraid to endure of losing people...

to all my beloved families, friends, and my dear one...

please don't leave me...

let me leave this world before u do...

(all these words suddenly come across my mind)----> suke2 (^_^)

p/s: please take care of yourself...

JIwA KaCau

jiwa saye kacau..

mcm2 jadi mlm ni...

knp soalan itu yg timbul,

bila aku dah cube sdaya upaya rahsiakan dari ayah?..

knp pada masa yg sama perkara itu juga berlaku?..

knp esok jgk kene htr asgmnt?..

sila jgn nanges...

sila fikir positive..

Mak kate ape td farah???..

yg pntg FOCUS!!

EMO

2 weeks left for class..

n i still gt an asgmnt to b submit+fyp..

another 3 weeks for final..

im sure im going to b friggin bz cz

TAK COVER PAPE LAGI!!!!

dis time should get above 3!

that sound weird bt nthg impossible is it?

try to avoid to see him frust

and me from cry again..

these 2 days should finish my asgnment

no excused! dh deactivated fb kan?

gosh! i was hardly trying to not log in to it..

but i dont think im strong enough..

im sad ok!!!! :(

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this week is going to b my emos week..

urgghh...the moon is coming...

layanzz jela...

M.N.F!!! cz of u i need to stay away from fb!

u'r the most 'lambat' person..blh plk tnye knp kt aku...

mcm s***!!!

at a time i just got the strength to told u everythng..

i need explanation..then u ask 4 my explanation...what the heck!

yes!!! my status is for u!! and oso for other guys...who likes to break my heart..

hello!!! its fragile ok!

please handle with care...

if not, dont even bother and care for it anymore..

just shut up n care for ur own business!

i am a frank person usually...

but now i should keep silent bcz if im being too frank

it change nthing lor....

im sick of all INSINCERE!!!!

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nurfarhana please behave yourself..

all above words and curse is not myself ok...

haiya....itu influence dr blog someone la ni...

but sometimes its kind of relief..

let it all out in our blog...

cuz im not kind of hot tempered person..

and if i am...i never show...

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hurmmmm...now i suppose to back to my econ project...

i need fully concentration...

avoid any undesired feeling...

tbe2 plk terigt ink habes...

cartridge baru dh le mahal siot...

abang, angah...nk duit....in your dream la frh...

u nvr get strength to ask them for money!

again...my duet raya :'(

ok enough2!! farah, gi blaja...

kejayaan memerlukan pengorbanan

jgn fkr benda lain...

p/s: saya pon syg awk jugeeee..im so glad to have u here..hak3..gatal :D

HoPeS & DrEaMs

i cant sleep..

i eat a lot tonight..

senang je nk bg aku tk tido...sumbat je anything in my stomach..

after dinner,then fb,then solat, movie and fb again..

fb is kind of boring lately..

but u still keep log in to it..

dh jadi habit...kt semua org..bkn aku je..

Dreams....

everyone have their own dreams..

past, present and future..

i used to dream to be a pilot..pcy x? hihi

tp family tk pnh tau...lgpon takkan pnye...saya kan rabun..

itu impian main2 aku...sbb aku teringin sgt nk naik kapal terbang..

pergi negara org...

ok..ignore the pilot...

dr kecik i dream to be an educator..

nk jdi pensyarah..kalau tk dpt nk jd cikgu...

but everything change...tk berminat lg nk jd ckgu...

sejak masuk matix.. sejak aku belajar geology..

pastu masuk USM...tp skrg saya ade cita2 lain...

tp tak sure ape..asalkan related to my study...

economist + mathematician = ????

what most importnt, study sampai hbs...get ur degree...find a good and permanent job then you can be promoted.. thats what ayah,angah and abg always said...

but for real...deep in my heart aku still nk smbg belajar sampai phD..

kakak akn jadi doktor...ika pon bakal doktor..

aku pun nk doktor jgk..hmmm.....

tp again,...rezeki org lain2...

mgkn blm sampai masanya...

yg penting teruskan usaha...

kalau dh keje nak buat ape??

first and for most, mestilah mak dgn ayah..

aku nk bayar balik semua hutang2 aku...

pastu kt kakak...she's the best sister i ever had...

*mmg aku ade sorang kakak pon :p

then abg2...ayh slalu pesan..bila dh besar jgn lupa jasa abg2, kakak...

bkn diorg mintk bayar blk, tp jasa tu blh 'dibayar' dkt anak2 diorg...

dgn syg anak2 diorg mcm syg anak sendiri..

jgn sekali kali lupakan family...

then nk beli kete...

sng nak bawa adik2 saya jalan2..

ohh saya rindu adik2 saya yg 2 org tu...

walaupon agak 'evil' and annoying kadang2...hihi..

kete kecik sudah la...

dh ade kete...kumpul duit beli rumah...

aku konfius sket..pmpn kene beli rmh x? ;p

kumpul jela duit frh oi...

my dream house...(imaginasi yg agak tinggi)

jdi jgn berharap ia akan wujud di dlm kamus hidup Nurfarhana Othman...huahuaua

sape tk nk rumah besar...mestilah nak...saya kan nk anak 6..

senang anak2 saya nak lari2 main kejar..hahaha

ade laman yg luas...blh buat garden...

ade swimming pool...demand btl...

ade surau...ade biilik gym! ade studio jamming! (giler)..

dapur yg cantik!

yg penting luas, simple n kemas...

(kan saya dh kata impossible)

haissshhh...

impian seterusnya....

saya teringin yang teramat2 sgt nk pergi oversea yg ade 4 musim...

dulu tk sempat nk belajar rajin2..

slh 1 hobby...mengusha fb kwn2 yg study kt oversea...dgn wajahku yg agk pathetic!

huaaa..tkpela...inshaAllah..one day....

saya ske tgk gambar...tgkaplah gambar bnyk2...

cantik2..mesti saya terpukau tgk...

sbb tu saya nk pg oversea...nk tgkp gbr bnyk2..hehe

its 4.02 am already!

ngntok sdh...plus scary dgr kawan lin mengigau kt bilik ni...

sabarjela...dh la baru ps tgk cter hantu..

hmmmm...saya nk pergi bermimpi..

gudnite....

p/s: saya gembira sbb dh delete 'si lambat' dari ym list saya

My Inspiration

semua org ade sumber inspirasi masing2 kan..

selain dari family member aku ade sorang lg yg aku 'lantik' menjadi pembakar semngat aku..

tibe2 hr ni aku teringat kat die..

setiap kali aku terigt mesti aku nanges...

1st aku jumpa die kt matrik..

farah rindu............

kan best kalau die ade kat sini....

knp la kitorg tak sama2...

kalau dri dulu kitorg sama2 aku tk stranded kt sini agaknye..

aku dh buat master kot...

ya Allah..tak baik ckp mcm tu...

bersyukurlah farah...

Nurain Halim...

nama diberi...

die sgt cntik..sgt pandai..

die tak gifted...tapi die sgt rajin..

time matrix diela org yg slalu buat aku jd rajin glerss

mlm2 kitorg stay up sama2..

berjaga sama2...

aku sifu math die

die sifu kimia aku..

(saya benci chemy)..

die agak senang jgk la family die..

die sorang je girl..jadi fhm2 la..

tp kak ain tk pernah menunjuk..

kak ain ske snym mcm frh...

farah rindu kak ain.....

i lost here kak ain....

im not the same person anymore...

ini lah die buah hati saya...chop2..yg pmpn tu je k...

hehe...laki tu buah hati die agaknye..(tingginye =p )

mklumlah kitorg lama gler tk smbg

jadi tk tau scandal2 terbru die..

hihi..aku curik gbr ni kt fb die...

cntik kan die...

diorg sgt sweet bersama....

oh no...aku sgt jeles kt sini.......

bf die buat master in accountancy...

same2 pandai....

jeles lg sekali....

lg 1 bf die photographer kot..

tgk fb penuh gbr cantek2!

rezeki masing2 Allah dah tentukan...

inshaAllah...farah doakan kak ain bahagia dgn pilihan hati die..

puas hati aku dapat nanges sambil type blog utk hr ni..

ceetttt..nanges lagi...

itula..sape suh sunyi sgt hr ni...

harapan hr ni...

lepas cter pasal kak ain i hope i can be like her...

aku nk buat master mcm tk mampu je lg...

last 2 sem...i hope i can raise up my pointer...

keje elok2...kumpul duit....

dh cukup...aku smbg la master....

jauhnye nk capai cita2.....

semoga Allah permudahkan urusanku....

Amin...

p/s: i suddenly feel lonely