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maaf kawan2....

saya buat korang risau...

rumate saya pon...sorry...

sorry cik linda...

termarah kamu....termerajuk dgn kamu....

kadang2 ade benda yg sgt sensitif...

ayat kamu 1...tp yg datang kat kepala saya berduyun2...

sorry sbb kamu sampai nanges sbb saya tak balik2...huhu

saya bkn merajuk dgn kamu...

tp tertekan je....

org janji tk buat keje giler lg...huaa...

mcm drama kan...

aku campak2 semua barang atas katil aku..

rumate aku pon takot...

aku dok bwh meja, muka tutup dgn rmbt mcm org gler..

pastu aku kuar...blk mlm2..sorang2..tk pnh buat!

siap pesan kt linda..kalau aku tk balik b4 kul 12 tel polis..

hhaha..mmg kene tahan polis pon td...

dey pakcik polis..saya ade lesen la..

kawan2 aku dok masej2 call2 tp aku buat bodo..

balik je nmpk muke diorg risau gler...ayat kt status ym diorg...

sorry girls...

tp thanx kt nysa sbb memahami..

sbb ko tolong jelaskan kt diorg...

walaupon aku malu n susah nk explain...

thanx jgk kt lain2 sbb happy kan saaya...

kt rumate jgk yg cool..

saya janji tk buat lagi..huhuhu

Beautiful Lesson

look at this picture carefully...-BEAUTIFUL LESSON-

p/s~do u have time to accompany me like this?~

The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23.
The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US .
Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication.
In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of chemo to end.

p/s~u still want me when i look like this???~

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care
of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that Katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well.
The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see their son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening to a song from her husband and friends

At the reception, katie had to take a few rests. The pain did not allow her to stand for long periods

p/s~will u love me until the end of my day?~ Katie died five days after her wedding day. Watching a woman so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think..... Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it lasts . We should stop making our lives complicated. Make the best out of it! Life is short Break the rules forgive quickly love truly laugh constantly And never stop smiling no matter how strange life is Life is not always the party we expected to be but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

=)

kembali senyum...

yes!! buah hati saya dah balik..

gf no 2 saya pon dh nak balik..

boleh la saya senyum lagi...

semangat semakin bertambah...

harap2 pointer pon bertambah...huhu..

maka ayat kt blog pon akan makin berkurang...

sebab i keep juggling with numbers and my notes...

look forward and don't look back!

keep it up!

and continuously praying...

inshaAllah... :)

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sakit perut tolong pg jauh2....

saya nak study....

tak sanggup lagi...

...(T_T)...

Banjir

Kangar juge dilanda banjir....

kesian tok saye....

rumah tok pon masuk air...

tok saya tk boleh jalan...

semalam truck askar angkut tok saya...

mesti tok saya sedih...

"angkut"..harsh gler ayat tu...

tp tu la yg mak cakap...

huhu...kesian kt tok...

nasib baik ade pak mok dgn auntie..

blh tgkkan tok...

kesian pak mok sbb kene pg rumah tok naik basikal..

banjir..mane kete boleh lalu...

tok pulak tibe2 sakit...

aduhai...saya tk blh trima berita sedih lg (T_T)

ayah pasti susah hati di rumah...

jadi saya kene belajar rajin2 kat sini...

keep it up farah!!!

H. B. to You

sgt sedih bila aku tkde sewaktu die sedih...

bila fkr die tk gembira...

bila kawan2 die derita..

jadi serba salah kat sini...

i try so hard to not make him sad..

but not fair for him and for me to be happy...

aku tau die pon same...

serba salah...

he tried to make me happy...and show me that he is ok...

from his voice i really feel like to cry...

but i wrapped it behind...

i must be stronger than him..

you don't have to pretend...

you must not care of my heart at this moment..

because its my time to care for yours...

i'm sorry if i'm not your good companion..

kadang2 aku takut aku tk pandai nk tunjuk.

aku terlupa itu semua..

tp aku tahu, kau tahu syg itu wujud..

risau itu ada..gelisah itu sentiasa...

aku takut aku tidak memahami..

aku takut aku ada pada masa yg salah..

aku tkt aku kekurangan sesuatu...

maafkan saye....

today is your day...

i wish you will be happy even a little..

sometimes its not fair for yourself...

i'm sorry i cant be there with you...

but i can sure you that i'll be there in your heart...

saya mungkin belum kawan yg baik utk kawan2 awak...

tp saya cuma mampu hadiahkan mereka dgn sesuatu..

cuma doa...surah yasin..untuk mereka...

aku tahu..

senyuman mu...kerianganmu..

hilai tawamu milik mereka...

i wish u could get them back...

p/s: selamat hari lahir.... I M Y ...

Fragile

its just a little heart..

which tend to break...easy to scratch..

sometimes its wet...sometimes it dry..

sometimes its like a desert..

sometimes its raining...but sometimes its full with flowers..

a little heart..

it is so fragile...

she so easy to cry..

always feel guilty..

for something not her fault..

always blame herself for something that she supposed not to...

she happened to have holes in her heart...

which kind of recover for years..

she learned to understand people..

she know how it hurt...

but she keeps smile...

because it was like her own kind of drug...

without it...she looks pale..

she wish

1. she is not the person who 'take' somebody away from anybody.

2. she may not feel guilty for her parents again..

3. she is stronger than 'him' at his difficult time..