Tuesday, March 29, 2011

MALU

this song originally from fynn jamal..soo sweet...i used to feel the VERY VERY VERY same feeling and SAME ACTIONS when i start staring, 'usharing' him..the best thing..i got him!! heehee..check this out! just lyrics i can provide..

~MALU~

mengenali seorang yang semanis itu--
membikin aku menjadi seperti termalukan;
-dia begitu manis
-dia begitu tampan
-dia terlalu anggun
oh, aku mau jadi rupawan.

tapi aku malu untuk bertanya namanya
aku malu untuk kata yang aku suka.

pandanglah sini
lihatkan aku yang seperti bernyanyi
--malu2.

pernah tak kalian terjumpa sesiapa yang kalian begitu suka?
tetapi tidak tahu untuk berkata apa,
kamu cuma termalu seperti bongkah ais yang tercair
kamu begitu dimalukan;

kamu mau untuk bertanya,
"mahukah kau menjadi aku punya kawan, hai si tampan?"

aku mahu menjadi kawanmu
aku mau kita berkawan.

oh~

aku nak jumpa sama dia
aku hendak kata yang "hey, i really like you"
oh, no~
oh, what to do?
(oh, my god~ oh, my god)

aku termalu sendiri tapi aku mahu dia terus perhati
hey, lihatlah aku disini menanti2 kau memandang aku di sini.

aku sudah jadi--
malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu
malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu
malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu
malu malu malu

malu~

aku jadi malu
padahal itu bukannya karektorku
aku begitu gagah
aku tak pernah lemah.

tapi bila di depanmu aku jadi
seperti bongkah
seperti terpecah
seperti terkalah.

hey, jejaka
apa yang kau pakai
apa yang kau pakai
aku sudah bingai.

oh, no
oh, oh no
oh, no, what to do?
what am i to do--
now that i am so in love with you

so so so in love
so in love with you

aku jadi--
malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu
malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu
malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu
malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu

malu~

p/s: until today i still got that 'malu-malu'thingy..heheh (^_^)

Sunday, March 27, 2011


i wish i can handle the time...

i can make it fast

so that i wont feel the pain

i wish i could make it slow

so that i wont be missing anything

i wish i am a good daughter

so that i can make them proud

i wish i am a good sister

so that i'll be loved

i wish im a good friend

so that they remember me

i wish im a good lover

so that im being appreciate

the most important is...

i wish im a good servant to Allah

so that He will always hear me...

help me....change myself....i wish...i wish...

Wednesday, March 16, 2011



when u crying in your sleep

waking up always the hardest part. and u feel you are the only bad person that day




but when u smiling in your sleep
you are the only happiest person on that day

your choice mate

Monday, March 14, 2011


today one of my friend lost her mom..
she left behind a beautiful and brilliant daughter..
i know u wont read this Mariam..
and maybe you not recognized me anymore or ever..
i hope you'll be strong..
we all belongs to Allah...

love your mom and dad when we still have time..
Al-Fatihah..

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

i am tired...
i tot its the end...
but its never end..
nightmare is coming tru me again...
its the same...
i just let the past gone...
i hate it so much...
but i hate myself more...
but when something remind me the past..
it hurts more and more and more and more..
because i always hope it to be better...
not even the same...
i must be strong..
because maybe im not the one....

Monday, March 7, 2011

i miss that word..
i miss it damn much...
ohh..please says it again..
like the past we did...

paginye aku mengarut...

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

just some word

i feel grateful..
each time when i realized there is people who making me love and secure...

i feel grateful.
to have this fear...
because now im afraid, a person i used to meet,
will be the one who wants to leave....

i feel grateful...
have this chance,
seeing all happy people..
who know how to love each other,
and take care of each other...

lets live our life with all the kindness, tranquility, calmness..enjoy every breathe with a lot of grateful, and responsibilities..