kal ho na hoo

entah esok ada atau tiada..

kite cuma merancang, Allah yg tentukan..

kite cuba jadi yg terbaik..

tp tkde sape yg sempurna...

Allah cipta kite lain2 perangai..

org kata kite lampu..

kalau kite tkde, semua mcm suram..

tp lampu kite tk ckp trg..

kadang2 die malap atau

kadang2 die tk sesuai berada di sesuatu tempat..

membuatkan die kejap terang kejap gelap...

kite cuba jd terang stp masa...

tp malang...kite pon makhluk Tuhan..

even battery pon ade jgka hayat..

tk semua org akan fhm kite...

jd jgn mengharap kite akan fhm org..

kita naif...kite tk de sixth sense nk bace semua ht org...

same la dgn org...diorg tkkn dpt tafsir hati kita...

mgkn ayah kita, mak kite je blh..sbb diorg yg 'besarkan' ht ni

kite tk nk jd hamba utk hati ini...

biar hati yg jd hamba utk diri ini...

kite dh besar..kite dh matang..

kite tk nk bt silap lg...

jadilah diri sendiri...

knp perlu ubah jika itu bkn diri kite..

kdg2 ht mgkn meronta2...

nk ubah jgk!!

sedarlah...kdg2 itu hnya memakan diri..

tp jika itu bawa kebaikan cubalah perlahan2..Allah pasti tunjukkan jalan...

terimalah seadanya.......

bebelan khamis

0. hari ni saye nk makan nasi @ makan besar.. ~sekian~

1. kakak aku kasi duit suh shopping...tp aku tk shopping2...tkde mood nk shopping.bila ade duit tk nk shopping..bila tkde baru nk sebok..nk beli ape ni!!!... ~sekian~

2. sape yg sidai baju adidas kat luar tu!!!! aku curik karang... ~sekian~

3.aku dh 4 hari tk makan nasi!!!!! ~sekian~

4.aku semakin 'buta' time series!! ~belum sekian~

3 months

A few months left...its about more or less than 3 months...i wish i would end up this semester, and with seriously flying colors...3 months...but fyp still in level 1 out of 3...3 or4 test....3 assignments coming soon...and tutorialssss...why u give me 3 months only?????? i really want to finish all of this...but deep in my heart....can i be here more longer.......

This 3 months...ape kene buat...korbankan ape saje....i dont care...u can do it farah....yes...this is my final chance... ya Allah...help me...guide me....make me strong....light up my way...so i can see my future...

3 months...then what???? 3 months = approximately 90 days..how i could i find a job...i really cannot stay at home more than a month....

3 months...90 days...how many days left i could spend time with u...3 months = 12 weeks...12 times??? i dont know...oh.. being apart... 3 months? 3 years? im waiting...just waiting....

p/s: i dont know how many times i had told u this....im so glad to have you...